today was a really bad day for me as in like i haven’t had a day like this since i was in high school and used to hurt myself. i hate that my mind was so fucking delusional today that i felt like i wanted to resort to doing bad shit i thought i’d never do again. proud that i didn’t do it but today made me feel fucking crazy

I WANNA DROP EVERYTHING

sometimes i scare myself

I FEEL LIKE A FUCKING DUMBASS EVERY FUCKING DAY

boop